Insider...

And it's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been a while
Since I first saw you
And it's been a while
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been a while
Since I could call you
And everything I can remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
And consequences that are rendered
I stretch myself beyond my means
And it's been a while
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been a while
Since I can say I love myself as well
And it's been a while
Since I've gone and fucked things up
just like I always do
And it's been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear
when I'm with you
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day
And it's been a while
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been a while
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been a while
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
And it's been a while
But I can still remember
just the way you taste
And it's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been a while
Since I said I'm sorry